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July 9th, 2005

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Saturday, July 9th, 2005 12:59 pm
What do psychologist say- an infant weaned too early will grow to be an orally fixated individual? I need to speak to mom about not giving me enough breast-time!

I was a chewer, as a child. Chewed the feet off of my Barbie dolls. Chewed my pencils to rough, uneven sticks. Chewed straws flat. Chewed ice.
I started smoking at 12 and smoked for *years*. Although I quit 9 years ago I could easily fall back into the habit if I allowed myself to weaken. I *loved* smoking. LOVED it.

What really brought home my fixation, however, was realizing, while standing in the craft store holding a string of beautiful rose and silver lampwork beads, that I would have loved to have put them in my mouth. I didn't and I won't but the urge was there. And it was strong.

Gah!
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Saturday, July 9th, 2005 01:12 pm
Will you take pity on my SpedBuggered memory and tell me who you are in BC?
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Saturday, July 9th, 2005 08:25 pm
I want anyone and everyone who reads this to post in here something they'd like to do with me someday. Then post this in your journal to find out what I want to do with you.